It’s almost a week ago when my guinea pig has gone. She was 2 months old when I met her for the first time.
I bought 2 guinea pig 3 years ago and named them Mumu and Coco.
It is an accidental that I don’t buy female and male (couple) guinea pigs because the seller was tricking me.
Its okay because the real purpose of me is taking good care of them. I always want to have a pet, especially a dog, but my mom isn’t cool with dog.
Mumu is the white hamster in the picture, she is a little shy one and didn’t like other people touched her. different with coco which is very friendly and more active. Mumu became a little shy after survived from cat attack. lucky, she surrounded by the cage so the cat cannot took her away. Day after day, month after month, and years after years, three of us have spend the time together. Death issue and disease sometimes happened. I can’t tell you how worried I am when they are unwell, even they are just a guinea pig.
Mumu left me about 1 year ago. She already 2.5 years old and definitely old period age of hamster lifetime. I cried a lot when she left me. Yeah.. hard to imagine it and hard to confess it but I feel a very much losing. It is very painful and hurt. Maybe there are bunch of peoples who don’t give a sh*t and say, ‘it’s just a guineaa pig, buy another’, but I told you I am not that kind of person. She was and she still my best friend at home.
After mumu died, coco was alone and still survived from old-period age, but unfortunately she got cancer 
the tumor is getting bigger and bigger and it was three months ago she is going wild. She bites her own cancer and made his body bloody rain . full night, I can sleep well and can’t do anything. she is just in pain and i just can give him food. I almost loose my faith and believe that she is going to die soon after. Hufff… but my heart is saying ‘I have to go find a doctor’….
I took him to Calico pet house and gave him injection and also cream to recover the wounds. The doctor said that his age is jus about one month left. what a shock for me. I want to cry but this time I tighten my heart and be more gentle….
this is the condition of the night she bites her own cancer:
Every night after that, I took care of her and gave her medicine. It was a positive result. She is getting better except for her left eye. She loses sight but she is getting better everyday. I am very happy with this.
It is her three weeks ago:
A week ago, after the basketball practice, I still see her running in her cage and then take a sleep in the right corner of the cage. I always look at her every time when I pass her cage. Hufff…. but the night, after I come back from my girlfriend house, I called her and she just silence. I open the cage and touch her. Her body is so cold and she didn’t make any movement. . . . . .
yeah… after all.. she died peacefully..
I lost my last pet
I lost my friend again…
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There is nothing to say more, but they are really has taught me about responsibility and motivation in life. Even a small things like them have a big spirits to defend life. 1 month ‘vonis’ is nothing compared with coco last 3 months spirits to life.
I learned a lot from you guys, thank you for filled my life. I hope you guys running in heaven fields right now with your precious friends. Hope from your owner here we can be friends forever. Last 3 years is wonderful. 
Thanks Mumu, Thanks Coco. I love you guys.
“There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year’s course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word ‘happy’ would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.” — Carl Jung
Every creature in this world is a gift.
Love and Hugs,
Bo
